vocals in destiny rant ish – angst/gratuitous swearing and childish reactions below the line

okay like no but seriously

this is the first time I’m actually happy with my vocals in a loooong time

I’ve been vocally trained for like, years and shit

and it just doesn’t fucking work

like GOD DAMN IT.

MY TIMBRE IS NOT FOR VOCALS.

I FUCKING GET THAT FUCK

MY VOICE HASN’T CHANGED SINCE I WAS 13 AND IT FUCKING NEVER WILL.

But the problem is that I CAN’T JUST FUCKING GET SOMEONE ELSE TO WORK WITH ME FOR HOURS ON HOURS TO KNOW THE CHARACTERS I WRITE TO CONVEY EVERY SINGLE EMOTION THAT GOES THROUGH THEIR MIND WITH EACH AND EVERY GODDAMNED VERSE.

if I hired a professional, they would sing BEAUTIFULLY and FAULTLESSLY.

MAYBE I DON’T FUCKING WANT THAT, OKAY

I GET IT.

YOU WANT A INSTRUMENTAL COPY.

YOU WANT A COPY THAT MY PREPUBESCENT VOICE IS LITERALLY SHREDDING THE HAIRS OFF YOUR EAR CANALS.

Well okay!

You don’t want my music.

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