readmore because I don’t want to make any of you uncomfortable!

It was about the time of puberty that I started getting the awkward nickname, but that was just about the time I was in high school.

I know peeps figure out their sexual identity and the like around that time, but I still hadn’t

Like, I was super interested in girls, but it was much less a sexual thing and more like a “I really want to know the other side of the coin” thing.

And around that time I was mistaken as a girl a crapton (and even today, wow) but I noticed people treating me differently because of it

like people were actually treating me better? I wasn’t a dumbass boy, I was a quirky girl. I always told the truth when people asked, but I always let people’s first assumptions roll if they didn’t ask. I didn’t want to make others feel bad about getting my gender wrong.

And about that time, I was explained what my nickname of “trap” or “loli” meant.

Of course it was a sexualised thing. That didn’t mean it I didn’t enjoy the different treatment.

I’m just curious to know and experience all the different perspectives of the world, and this one seemed less judgmental. Those that treated me with respect though might have tried to date me or sleep with me or I don’t know, I really can’t honestly or credibly say, and I mean no insult.

It was just interesting.

That’s what I loved about it.