vertexart
asked:
I think it's gotten to the point where I think everything you post is part of an ARG. I'm not sure what to take at face value. I'm also not sure if that's a good or a bad thing.

Heh, it’s because everything outside of where I am is where I want to be and it’s slowly becoming more and more apparent that I’m not getting any closer to a future where I want to be.

I keep setting these goals and milestones yet don’t seem to get any closer.

I’m an autistic compulsive liar that can barely finish a project and constantly writes large and extravagant stories to get lost in in order to forget about how I’m just not into this reality anymore.

Maybe I just hate everyone.

Maybe this album will suck.

Maybe nothing will ever change.

I just want to get out of this specific situation.