I like to have that idea that I’m a pretty chill and tempered guy, but only recently have I started to realise that my “fuck that” switch is if you call me being pretentious.
I’ve dealt with so much misinformation just working my way through academia that I do everything I can to explain any bits and pieces to avoid confusion.
I don’t myself to a high standard, I hold myself to one of the lowest imaginable because I constantly feel like an absolutely worthless piece of shit. I know I’m not special and I’ve dealt with many who would agree with the previous statement.
I don’t think I’m above any of you.
The works I create don’t deserve any outside praise either. I do my art to because it’s one of the last few things that I have left after losing quite a bit.
Please, I beg of you.
When you call me pretentious, you only make me feel that there is a layer lower than the constant stream of shit that my pathetic existence can get.
Don’t do that.