This is what loss feels like.

You aren’t going to enjoy it.
No one ever does.
You might fall back onto hopelessness.
You might just start over.
But that’s how it works.
You move on.

We’ve all been granted unexpected circumstances.
We’ve all experienced devils disguised as blessings.
We’ve all been where you are right now.
Even if the scales aren’t accurate
We’ve all been there.

Even as the world feels like it’s coming to its end.
You can still move on.
Even if you brought it upon yourself.
You can still go home.
Try again tomorrow.

I’m not telling you what to do, actually quite the opposite.
If it isn’t obvious, you’re completely in control.
We’re at the privy of your might at this point.
Nothing we say or do will change fate if you don’t will it.

And that’s alright.

In this silent hour, nothing has brought any of us closer.
And for that, I thank you.
You could move the heavens in attempt to bring back the past
But you could never repeat that.

You changed my life, in many good ways and a few bad.
All I could say is that I wouldn’t be here right now without you.

None of us would.

You might not have felt you had free will.
But nothing could change the impact you had on ou–

…my life.

…

I don’t even know if you can hear us anymore.

…

I can’t promise you that I would understand.

I can’t promise you that I would be able to help.

But I will listen.

It might not feel like much, but it’s all I can do.

Just maybe it’s enough.

…

…If this is really what you want, then I am in no position to stop you.

If this is really the end, then I’m not sorry.

If this is really the last time we’ll ever meet again, then I’ll remember who you were.

I’m happy that I’ve had a chance to meet you.

I’m happy that I’ve gotten a chance to know you.

I’m happy…

…to call you…

…my friend.

…

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